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Autumn DuchessRoxton Series Book 3 Sequel to Noble Satyr and Midnight Marriage
A beautiful duchess mourns for her beloved. A sun-bronzed merchant returns to claim a birthright. Disparate souls in need of love and renewal. Paths cross and the journey begins...
Set in Hampshire, England 1777, this is the story of Antonia, Dowager Duchess of Roxton, and how she emerges from utter despair after the death of her husband and soul mate to unexpectedly find love again.
Deluxe Trade Paperback ISBN 978-0-9872430-3-4 (out soon) Hardcover ISBN (out soon) Ebook ISBN 978-0-9808013-5-4 Kindle ASIN B005GLFCX8 • read first chapters
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Readers Favorite 5 Star Review ...I recently reviewed Salt Bride by the same author and was keen to revisit Georgian England. Lucinda Brant has carved a niche for herself in this particular patch of history and she is gifted in weaving both story and history into a compelling read. Passion is the keynote of this novel: abundantly clear in the passion of the main characters, the robust energy of the age, and the pulse of action that creates an energetic and well-paced novel. The author has a wonderful turn of phrase, creating a sense of the opulence and oftentimes excessive luxuriance of the era. Food, drink, clothing, entertainment, and appetites are all described in glowing detail in an era that celebrated abundance and sensual gratification. Although this is the third book in a series, and readers would derive even greater enjoyment by reading the first two as well, this story can stand alone with enough back history threaded through to keep readers in touch with prior events. Highly recommended. full review... © Fiona I.
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History Undressed Review I have always enjoyed reading Lucinda Brant's Georgian romances, and her newest release AUTUMN DUCHESS was no exception! Brant's books are filled with complex, unique characters that jump off the pages and which readers fall in love with. Her plots are fun, vibrant, filled with humor, and sensuality. As always, Ms. Brant has done her research and it shows. She brings polite society to life—and throws it on its rear too! I love how different these characters were and how they thwarted convention. A great read, you won't want to put down!!! full review... © Eliza Knight
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★★★★★ Goodreads As many people who will read this already know, I am a history geek with a singular fascination with the Georgian era. This also makes me a pretty harsh critic of any book set in this period. Autumn Duchess makes the fourth book I have read by author Lucinda Brant and I now declared myself a true blue fan. In her Georgian set romances Ms. Brant recreates the lives of the Georgian nobility, allowing us to venture beyond the closed doors and hear the whispers behind painted fans, to walk as equals amongst the uppermost elite. With an impeccable eye for detail she colors the aristocratic world, from their diamond shoe buckles to their white marble mausoleums, yet still manages to portray the privileged as real people. This is another highly recommended title from Lucinda Brant and an addition to my "keeper" shelf. full review... © Author Emery Lee
Facebook (Lucinda Brant Georgian Historical Romances and Crimances Facebook page) I have read all 3 of the Roxton
books. They have all kept me mesmerized as I read them in 3 days. I just
finished Autumn Duchess. I didn't realize how much I became attached to the
love affair between Monseigneur and Antonia. I couldn't imagine them not being
together but Jonathan was the only person that could have brought back
Antonia's happiness. Thank you and I cannot wait for book 4. Hopefully that one
is as amazing as the first 3. © Ruddie Bitting
    Amazon For those who have been waiting, holding out for Autumn Duchess book three of the Roxton Series to be published, what are you waiting for? Download now, it won't disappoint. This book is not only outstanding, exceptional, unique and spectacular it holds a special place in my heart and on my bookshelf. Just as Autumn Duchess should for you. Lucinda has written yet another brilliant Georgian Historical Romance involving Antonia, Duchess of Roxton the incredible sweet-natured beauty that mourns the passing of her husband. Antonia has to find herself again, lost in sorrow over the only man she has ever loved. Even though three years past she still wears black, so as a last resort her son Julian now the Duke gives her an ultimatum or she is forbidden to see her grandchildren, the only people that brighten up her lonely sad days. But that was before she meets Jonathan. And wow, you want to read about Jonathan, he is a breath of fresh air and doesn't conform to social expectations. If you want to see someone in a frockcoat or without one it's him, hello...ah yummy. Antonia has aroused a lust within him and the way that Lucinda writes about Antonia from Jonathan's point of view is spot on as I wanted Antonia. It really felt like I was actually Jonathon, yearning for one little touch or smile from her, I was getting flushed cheeks, my blood was pumping hard and fast through my veins and I even had clammy hands. It was like I was watching it happen before my very eyes. The detail that Lucinda adds to each and every page is everything you should be experiencing from a tremendous, magnificent and superb book. Wow Lucinda Brant has exceeded my expectations again, I fell in love with this courageous, bold, brave, robust, ruggedly tall handsome, brown eyed man. Moreover, those hot steamy scenes you need to read, I am serious, hot. Start downloading. This Georgian Historical Romance is one you just have to read. You will cry, laugh, smile and feel everything the characters are going through. Lucinda has a way of tugging at your heart before you know it is starting to happen. Let your worries of the world subside while you escape to the world of Autumn Duchess. © Melissa Haffner
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Another 5 Star Brant Classic: I've waited forever for this new Lucinda Brant book (well, OK 8 months) but it was worth it! I am very attached to the heroine Antonia and the thought of her losing her cherished husband was frightening. How on Earth was Lucinda Brant going to make that work? Well I cried (I get so emotional reading a Brant book) and I miss the Duke. All I can say is I love Antonia even more now and her new hero is wonderful (he needs to be!). Ms Brant has yet again surpassed all my expectations. I cherish the Roxton books (of which this is #3) and cannot wait for the next one. My recommendation? Just buy it!!
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 He saw her from across the ballroom.
A striking beauty was staring straight at him.
Jonathon brought himself up short and stared back.
He couldn’t help himself.
He could count on three fingers
the occasions he had crossed paths with exquisite feminine beauty that
it stopped the breath in his throat; twice on the Indian subcontinent,
once in the East Indies, and now here, this very minute, in this
ballroom, on this green wet island. So it was only natural he should
give himself the leisure to drink her in. His admiring gaze wandered
from her honey-blonde hair that fell in heavy ringlets over one bare
shoulder, to the porcelain skin of her décolletage glowing
flawless against the bottomless black of her gown. He would not have
been male had his gaze not lingered on her ample breasts, barely
contained in a square cut bodice. He tried to find fault with her
heart-shaped face, with the small straight nose and determined chin,
and with her unusually oblique eyes, but what was there to fault?
Smiling to himself, he fancied everything he saw, and everything he could not he was sure was just as alluring.
He wondered at her age. Not
that it mattered. It was a game he played to pass the time at social
functions such as this. Dressed all in black and wearing no jewelry
about her slender throat or wrists he supposed she was a widow, and
thus not in the first flush of youth.
What was a widow doing here?
His fascination increased tenfold.
For all his limited experience
of the London social scene, Jonathon knew well enough that widows did
not attend social gatherings of this sort, particularly not such a
renowned event at the height of the Season. Perhaps her mourning was
almost at an end and she was chaperoning one of the young things here
tonight? Surely, she was not old enough to have a daughter of
marriageable age? Jonathon pulled a face. For some unfathomable reason
he did not like the idea that she may have been a child-bride.
Why was she staring at him?
She stood so still, with her
hands clasped in front of her, as if she was a statue carved of
alabaster draped in black cloth; as much a fixture of the ballroom as a
blazing chandelier or the enormous, richly woven tapestry hanging
behind her. And so it seemed when dancers began pairing up and passed
her as if she was indeed no more than part of the furniture. Why?
Perhaps she was so well known in Society that her incredible beauty was
taken for granted? In a ballroom awash with beautiful young things
draped in silks of soft creams, pinks, and blues, she was a real head
turner.
Jonathon found it impossible not to stare.
He watched as some of the
guests even went so far as to go out of their way not to look at her,
passing in a wide arc, eyes fixed forward or down to the polished
floorboards. The one or two young ladies who did cast a curious,
furtive glance in the beauty’s direction were instantly
reprimanded in furious undertones by parents and guardians alike and
quickly cast their gaze away, heads hung, as if in shame at having
committed a grave transgression.
Why was she being deliberately avoided?
Why did no one acknowledge her?
Why did no one stop and talk to her?
Why was she being neglected?
It burned him up to see her alone and forsaken.
It was unlikely the beauty had
a sordid past or lived openly as some lucky nobleman’s
mistress for she wouldn’t have been invited amongst this
august company. The Duke of Roxton was an incorruptible prude and
devoted family man, a rare bird amongst his preening peers. The King
couldn’t praise the Duke’s example highly enough; a
compliment that was so much sniggered about in Society drawing rooms
that even Jonathon, just six months in the capital, had heard it
repeated often enough. Whatever the reason for her social ostracism, it
was of supreme indifference to him. He was determined to make her
acquaintance, curiosity and allure compelled him.
A burst of wild laughter close
by brought him out of his reverie. Tommy would know the
beauty’s identity and her story. He always had the latest
gossip. Collecting social minutiae about Society that families
desperately tried to suppress was Tommy Cavendish’s favorite
pastime, second only to eating. And so with no regard for the two
turbaned dowagers who were filling Lord Cavendish’s
insatiable appetite for scandal with the latest wicked crumbs, Jonathon
caught at the stiff skirts of the nobleman’s frockcoat and
unceremoniously pulled him backwards to stand at his side.
“Tommy! Tommy, attend
me!” he demanded without taking his gaze from the beauty.
“She’s in widow’s drapery and
she’s being ignored. Why? What is she doing here?”
“Good Lord,
don’t tell me one of the fairer sex has finally piqued your
interest? Bravo! Who, old dear?” asked his lordship, a wave
of his lace handkerchief to the departing dowagers who flounced off in
disgust at being so rudely interrupted by a tanned colossus of
undetermined social consequence. He hurriedly plastered his quizzing
glass to a watery eye and swept an eager roving stare out across the
ballroom, the first minuet of the evening underway, before running his
eye down to Jonathon’s large feet, then up to his head of
thick, shoulder-length hair. “Are you truly six feet four inches?”
Jonathon pulled the quizzing
glass out of Lord Cavendish’s chubby fingers and let it drop
loose on its riband. “Have done with that silly affectation,
Tommy. And that hideous black patch, if that’s what it is, is
also beyond enough. A wart at best.”
“Brute,”
Lord Cavendish responded without offence as he touched the corner of
his mouth with a fat pinkie to reassure himself the heart-shaped mouche
remained in place. “Those of us who can’t be
Samsons must attract Delilahs in other ways.”
“Patch and paint doesn’t do it for you, Tommy. Trust me. What would Kitty say?”
Lord Cavendish shrugged and patted his portly belly, very snug in its tight-fitting Chinoiserie silk waistcoat. “M’wife?
Told me to wear a half-moon rather than a heart, and at the temple not
the mouth. But what would dearest Kitty know about patches and paint?
And, I’m not the one who needs a wife—”
“Tommy, don’t start.”
Lord Cavendish pretended
ignorance and swept a silken arm out towards the crowd gathered on the
edge of the dance floor. “Start? My dear friend, the bridal
campaign started in earnest months back, if you hadn’t
noticed. And where better to find a nice little wife than at this
esteemed gathering. Pick of the grapes, this bunch. No one with a
relative below the rank of Viscount and it’s not as if you
have to marry money. There’s a few dainty dishes with a
pedigree as long as your arm and no funds to match. Kitty thinks—”
“No, Tommy! No.”
“—that
there are at least five delicious puddings for you to choose from; all
in their early twenties and in their second Season. Although, I
wouldn’t discount the Porter-Lewisham pikelet, even if she is
eighteen.”
“Eighteen?”
Jonathon was revolted. His daughter was just nineteen years old. He
turned his portly friend’s shoulder towards the dance floor.
“Attend, Tommy! The beauty over there. Who is she?”
Lord Cavendish fumbled for his quizzing glass.
“Where is this vision of loveliness, this delectable éclair that has whet your manly appetite?”
“Not over there. Over here,” Jonathon said impatiently. “To my left. The tapestry. She’s staring straight at me.”
Lord Cavendish made another
sweep of the ballroom with his magnified eye, careful not to linger on
any particular pretty face for more than a few seconds, but if there
was an eligible beauty amongst the press of silk petticoats and
fluttering fans, he could not discover her; pretty, yes, but no female
so striking as to cause his tall friend to get steamed up under his
cravat, unless... No! His smile remained fixed but his brow furrowed.
He glanced up at Jonathon and followed his unblinking gaze... Oh God. No.
He mentally gulped and let drop the quizzing glass, mouth at half cock,
and mumbled something unintelligible. It was a few moments before he
found his voice, long enough for Jonathon to witness two dour faced
creatures, both dressed in dove-grey silk and with all the charisma of
strong-armed jailers, approach the beauty from behind to stand two
paces back on either side of her. They reminded him of a couple of
gargoyles. The almost imperceptible way in which the beauty squared her
snowy white shoulders told him she was aware of their presence and that
they were an unwarranted intrusion. But she did not speak, nor did she
look at them.
His assessment of these women
was justified when a gentleman carrying two glasses of champagne
staggered out of the refreshment room, skirted the dance floor ringed
with onlookers, and headed straight for the beauty. He lifted both
glasses in the air as he twirled this way and that to avoid spilling a
precious drop of bubbly, and came face to face with one of the
humorless gargoyles who stepped forward and waylaid him before he could
get within ten feet of their mistress. He was quietly taken in hand by
two liveried footmen, who appeared from the crowd as if from thin air,
and was marched away, the champagne soaking the front of his
canary-yellow frockcoat.
“Well?” he
demanded of Lord Cavendish as the Countess of Strathsay curtsied low
before the beauty and then rose up to speak a few words. “Who
is she that such a sanctimonious stickler for breeding and rank as the
Lady Strathsay curtseys until her long nose scrapes the
floorboards?”
Tommy Cavendish’s
mouth was still forming words but then it fixed itself in a tight smile
and he tapped Jonathon’s arm with the edge of his quizzing
glass. “Strang! You cunning steak and kidney pie. For a
moment you had me believing you. You can’t bamboozle me that
easily.”
“I’m not.
I’ve never seen her before tonight and I want to know who she
is so I don’t make a fool of myself upon first introduction.
Your contribution would be much appreciated but I will do without it if
I must.”
Lord Cavendish’s
usual bonhomie evaporated. He wished Kitty with him. His wife would
know how to explain matters much better than he.
“Ah…
Yes… Should’ve realized. She doesn’t go
out in society any more. Damn shame, if you ask me. Damn waste of a
beautiful woman.”
“Well?”
Jonathon repeated rudely. He watched Lady Strathsay take her leave,
shuffling backwards a few feet before turning and abandoning the beauty
to the watchful eye of the two gargoyles. “Come on, Tommy. If
she’s a recluse she could up and leave this claustrophobic
social get-together at any moment. So out with it before I lose
patience and take the plunge and ask her to dance without the benefit
of your assistance.”
Lord Cavendish shook his powdered head.
“No, Strang. You do
not want to go over there. It will be very bad for you if you do.
Believe me, by going over there you’ll certainly make a fool
of yourself. You’ll be boiled mutton for broth before you can
be minced for steak tartar.” When Jonathon gave a huff of
disbelief, his lordship sighed and dropped his quizzing glass to say
without artifice, “Strang. Trust me in this. Deb Roxton has
favored your dearest Sarah-Jane with her patronage. The Duchess
doesn’t favor all her Cavendish relatives. Such noble
benefaction is not to be scorned. If your daughter is to bag a baronet
at the very least, you want to avoid incurring the Duke’s
displeasure at all costs. Believe me, you, like the rest of us
red-blooded males, must admire that divine beauty from afar.”
Jonathon was unimpressed. He
stared out across the noble bewigged and powdered heads gathering in
the vast ballroom and caught sight of the very nobleman whom they were
discussing. He watched the Duke make his way through the crowd to come
stand beside the beauty. She reached no higher than His
Grace’s shoulder and, Jonathon suspected, this in heels. The
Duke inclined his head, took out his snuffbox and said a few words to
which the beauty did not respond. Finally, she turned and tilted her
chin up at him, gave a response, and flicked open her fan of black
feathers with a quick agitated movement. After an exchange that lasted
a few minutes she dared to turn her bare shoulder on the Duke to look
the other way. His Grace remained at her side, watching the dancers
with an enigmatic smile, and by the inclination of his head he was
continuing to talk to her under his breath despite being deliberately
ignored. It was Jonathon’s opinion that one would have to be
blind not to see the impenetrable wall of ice bricks that separated
these two.
“If the man who
offers for Sarah-Jane is spineless enough to put his Grace of
Roxton’s good opinion of him before his love for my daughter,
then I do not wish Sarah-Jane to be so favored.”
Lord Cavendish threw up a lace-ruffled hand in defeat.
“You always were an
unashamed romantic.” He sighed. “And the family had
to wonder why Emily ran off with a penniless second son of a second son
who worked for the India Company. Ha!”
“The name of the beauty at Roxton’s elbow, Tommy.”
“What about your
quest to have the Strang-Leven inheritance returned? Put the Duke
offside and you can throw the ancient ancestral pile and
Sarah-Jane’s marriage prospects out with the
bathwater!”
Jonathon gave a grunt, annoyed.
He hadn’t spent twenty years sweating it out on the
subcontinent making a fortune for his plans to slip out of from under
him now before he’d had a chance to fully persuade the Duke
of his moral obligations to return what rightfully belonged to the
Strang-Levens. So he wasn’t about to tread lightly on the off
chance he might offend the Duke and thus ruin his daughter’s
chances of marrying into the nobility.
“Sarah-Jane can find
herself a titled husband in Edinburgh just as easily as she can
scuffing her silk mules on these noble floorboards.”
Lord Cavendish was shocked. “Strang! A Scottish lord? One might as well say Macbeth to an actor!”
“Do stop the French cook theatrics, Tommy, and tell me the beauty’s name.”
Lord Cavendish avoided the
question. “Kitty is a remarkable woman,” he said
and touched his eyeglass to his nose knowingly. “Has the ear
of the Duchess. But that’s between you, me and the saucepan,
old dear.”
Jonathon cocked an eyebrow. “Well, old dear, the saucepan knows more than I, so out with it!”
“It should please you
to know that Roxton is rather ambivalent about your long-lost
inheritance, particularly the Hanover Square residence. He’s
bought a larger, more palatial house on the edge of Hyde Park which
better suits his growing brood and, so say the cynics, puts more
distance between his dukedom and the nefarious past of previous
title-holders. As for Crecy Hall... It’s said he’s
in a dilemma about the Elizabethan turreted terror; his words not mine.
As you know, the house was let go to ruin and unfit for habitation,
that is until five years ago, when the old Duke, breathing his last,
decided to restore Crecy to its former glory.”
Jonathon was surprised enough
to take his gaze from the beauty to look down at Tommy Cavendish.
“For God’s sake, why?”
“Hold on to the cream in your éclair,” Lord Cavendish ordered and continued sotto voce.
“This Duke of Roxton sees himself as a morally upright
nobleman and thus once the true nature of the acquisition of the
Strang-Leven inheritance was made known to him by your lawyers, holding
on to Hanover Square and the Elizabethan manor does not sit well with
our Duke’s high principles.”
Jonathan was surprised.
“Is that so? The clouds part yet again and the sun shines
through. And? There’s more to tell. Your painted lips are
twitching.”
Lord Cavendish rocked on his
heels. “But what the Duke feels and thinks is here nor there
to your cause, I’m afraid. It is the Duke’s French
mamma who will be your undoing because it was for her the old Duke
restored Crecy, as a dower house in her widowhood. And that is where
she took up residence on his death three years ago. And so it is Antonia, Duchess of Roxton you must not only persuade Crecy should be returned to the Strang-Levens but also whom you must evict.”
“Roxton’s mother?”
Jonathon rolled his eyes to the ornate ceiling, muttering, “A
cantankerous old widow to contend with, and French into the bargain! Fabuleux. Un malheur n'arrive jamais seul! The
weather is ever cold in this country and now it turns
frigid.” He let out a sigh and squared his shoulders, giving
Tommy Cavendish a nudge as he returned his gaze to the beauty, who said
something to the Duke over a bare shoulder that made the nobleman
clench his snuffbox and shut his mouth hard. That they were arguing
couldn’t be more obvious had they been shouting insults at
each other from opposite sides of the ballroom. “So who is
she, Tommy, that Roxton dares let off steam in public?”
Lord Cavendish made a noise in
his throat that greatly resembled the sound of a startled pheasant. He
coughed into his fist politely to find his voice.
“The—um—beauty
who has aroused your lust is the Duke’s—Lord! I
can’t believe the first female to heat your blood since your return to England is the Duke’s—”
“—cousin? Sister, distant third cousin, poor relation—”
“Antonia, Duchess of Roxton. The cantankerous old widow as you so amusingly put it.”
Jonathon swallowed hard.
“I’ll be damned,” he muttered in utter disbelief.
“And so you will be if you go near her.”
Jonathon cleared his raw throat.
“She’s not old enough, Tommy. Roxton must be my vintage if he’s a day.”
“We were at Eton
together. He’s turned thirty. His grizzled locks and the fact
his mother is cursed with being absurdly youthful for her years
don’t help.”
Jonathon frowned his distaste. “Child-bride?”
“Do you doubt it? She
was snatched from the schoolroom. The fifth Duke was a notorious rake
who reformed for her. They were devoted to one another until his death.
Enough said.” Lord Cavendish waved to a gentleman across the
room who was making exaggerated head movements in direction of the
refreshment room. “Time to move on, Strang. Cards,
conversation and comfits await us through those archways, and I for one
intend to enjoy what’s on offer.”
Jonathon stayed him; gaze still
very much riveted to the Duchess. “Tell me you’re
hoodwinking me, Tommy. Tell me the truth. Tell me that such an
extraordinarily beautiful woman has no blood connection to Roxton. Tell
me, Tommy.”
Lord Cavendish let out a heavy sigh. “I wish I could. I cannot.”
“Then tell me what you do know.”
“Will you have done
staring openly at her,” Lord Cavendish hissed, pulling at
Jonathon’s velvet cuff. “Roxton’s glanced
at us twice already, and no wonder with your eyes glued covetously to
his mother. He’s damned protective of her, and who can blame
him? The old Duke’s death signaled open season on his much
younger wife. Her incredible beauty is matched only by her personal
wealth, an inheritance left her by the old Duke to do with as she sees
fit; the Strang-Leven inheritance amongst those riches, old dear.
Roxton’s hands are tied while she is alive. So you see why he
keeps her in a gilded cage. Well, that’s the
line…”
“And the unauthorized
version?” When this was met with silence, Jonathon forced
himself to look away from the Duchess, down at Lord
Cavendish’s frowning countenance. “Oh, come on,
Tommy! Tell me and then you’re free to stuff yourself from
the buffet tables with abandon.”
His lordship sighed. “You’re doggedly persistent.”
He again took up his quizzing
glass to pretend an interest in the dancing, for not only was the Duke
regarding them under heavy brows but those who milled about on the edge
of the dance floor were beginning to turn heads in their direction and
whisper behind fluttering fans and perfumed lace handkerchiefs.
“The old Duke died
almost three years ago. He was three score years and eight and had been
ill for a number of years, so his death was not unexpected. Except,
that is, by his Duchess, who still mourns his passing as if it was
yesterday. She is a divinely beautiful, sweet-natured creature who is
to be pitied. Rumor has it sorrow has unhinged her. Sir Titus Foley, a
dandified physician who’s made a name for himself in the
study and treatment of female melancholia,
has been summonsed to Treat by the Duke, and for the second time in as
many years. It begs the question about the balance of Her
Grace’s mind, does it not? And you didn’t hear this
from me, old dear, for Kitty would surely have me trussed and
spit-roasted.”
Jonathon pulled a face of disgust.
“The poor woman has
lost her husband, who was the love of her life, her home and her
exalted position in society, and her son keeps her under lock and key?
Is it any wonder she’s suffering from melancholia?
She has no life at all; bullied and badgered and totally misunderstood
is my guess. She don’t need the peculiar attentions of a
supercilious quack. What she needs is someone to talk to and a
sympathetic shoulder to cry on.”
Lord Cavendish’s burst of high-pitched incredulous laughter was heard across the ballroom.
“T-T-Talk to? Oh, S-S-Strang!
You are my bowl of chicken broth; so necessary to my comfort. Your
remedy? So appealingly uncomplicated that you have me almost convinced.
I take it you’re going to do the manly thing and offer
Antonia Roxton your own broad shoulder to cry on?” He wiped
his watery eye on the lace ruffles covering the back of a shaking hand.
“And for your efforts she’ll be eternally grateful
and not only sign over the Strang-Leven inheritance to you, but vacate
Crecy Hall forthwith, for you to do with as you wish?” He
shook his powdered head in disbelief. “May I live to see the
day!”
Jonathon grinned. “Just watch me.”
 The Duke stood beside Antonia,
Duchess of Roxton, and drew out his gold snuffbox. He tapped the
enameled lid but did not flick it open. It was a deliberate gesture,
aimed at giving him a moment to master his frustration and annoyance.
He managed to keep his handsome face relaxed and to smile, as if he was
enjoying the evening. His guests would never suspect that he had wished
the ball over before it had begun when his mother arrived dressed all
in black; even her fan and high-heeled shoes were black. Her hair was
arranged without adornments, not even a riband; she wore no cosmetics
and her wrists and throat were devoid of jewelry. Her stark display not
only made her the most arresting woman in the room it proclaimed a
willful disregard for her son and daughter-in-law’s efforts to
host a social occasion at Treat that did not generate unwanted gossip.
He should not have hoped that
this time she would heed his advice and leave off her mourning. He
wished he knew what he was supposed to do with her. With other members
of his immediate and extended family, retainers, tenants and his
servants, his word was law and rarely questioned. He liked to believe
that he was a benevolent, and rarely dictatorial Head of the Family.
But he felt completely ham-fisted when dealing with his mother. He was
at a loss to know what else he could possibly do or say that he had not
already done or said that would drag her out of the vat of grief and
self-pity in which she was slowly drowning.
What had happened to the once
animated, happy creature who travelled through life like a
brightly-colored spinning-top; a beautiful tiny whirlwind in pretty
silk petticoats and soft perfume, with gold and diamond bracelets
adorning her wrists, and enough precious stones showered upon her by
his father that he hardly ever saw her in the same piece of jewelry
twice? She had been the vital ingredient that had kept the family
happy, warm and loving. Not even his father’s illness had
flagged her spirits. She had been brave and good and so strong he had
convinced himself that she had come to terms with the inevitability of
his father’s passing. She would mourn for a time but then,
being so much younger than her husband, would get on with her life,
accepting of the fact that the old Duke had had a long and eventful
life and his time had come.
But when his father died so too it seemed had she.
It was as if he had lost both
parents on the same day and it saddened him beyond measure. The
resulting fragile mental health of his mother was an unrelenting worry.
He wished he could make her happy. He wished he could make her see that
life was still worth living. Three years of gentle persuasion had
failed. Thus the time had come to try a different approach, one he was
loath to employ but one the eminent physician Sir Titus Foley had
assured him was the only way to shake his mother to her senses.
He took a deep breath and pretended an interest in the couples assembling for the first of the country dances.
“I thought we had agreed that come Easter you would give up your black?”
He spoke in French; his mother’s native tongue.
“No. That is what you wanted, Julian.”
“Three years have come and gone, ma mere. Isn’t it time?”
Antonia shrugged a bare
shoulder, gaze remaining fixed on the entrance doors. “Time?
What is time? Without Monseigneur time it is unimportant.”
The Duke pursed his lips and mentally counted to five.
“Putting off your black won’t diminish your grief but it will—”
“—make my son and his wife more comfortable having a maman who does not grieve in public, hein?”
“You know
that’s not what I meant!” he said through his
teeth, the gold snuffbox clenched in his fist.
“But it is how you
feel, is it not? You would prefer that your maman she keep her grief
private. It would be more—seemly, yes?”
“I would prefer that you not grieve at all!”
Antonia looked up at the Duke, a flash of anger in her emerald-green eyes.
“Comment osez-vous suggèrent une telle chose!
Perhaps my son he would prefer that Monseigneur and I had never been in
love? You would prefer your maman she rips out her heart so you need
not endure the indignity of her grief?”
At that the Duke turned and
looked down at her with a mixture of angry embarrassment and
indignation. It caused a momentary forgetfulness, that under the blaze
of a thousand candles two hundred pairs of eyes watched and waited from
behind fluttering fans and quizzing glasses and over the rims of
champagne glasses to view the outcome of this frigid conversation
between mother and son.
“It offends me,
Madam, that you dare suggest such a preposterous notion,” he
enunciated coldly. “Particularly when you are well-aware that
Deborah and I strive to emulate in every way the married life you and
Father shared. Such outlandish comments offer further proof that you
are in no fit state to make rational decisions.” He stretched
his neck, as if the elaborately tied cravat of snow-white lace was
suddenly uncomfortably bound about his throat, and returned to gazing
out across the ballroom. “I have decided to recall Sir
Titus—”
“What?”
she responded, a quick agitated movement of a slender wrist flicking
open her fan. She suppressed a shiver of loathing. “You wish
to force me into the care of a-a disgusting, fat-fingered quack? Incroyable.”
“Then you have ceased spending endless hours up on the hill talking to yourself?”
“I do not talk to
myself,” Antonia said matter-of-factly, though color flooded
her porcelain cheeks at being caught out. “I talk to your
father.”
The Duke rolled his green eyes
to the ornate gilt ceiling and then down to the diamond buckle in the
tongue of his left shoe. “I see… You think it
quite acceptable behavior for a duchess to spend her idle hours in the
family mausoleum—”
“As acceptable as a duke permitting his servants to spy on his maman!”
“—in conversation with a marble likeness?” the Duke finished flatly.
Antonia turned wide innocent
eyes up at the Duke. “Julian, it is absurd of you to believe
your maman she talks to statues.”
Again, the Duke mentally
counted to five but his sigh of impatience was audible. He tried one
last time to be reasonable. “Madam, if you agree to put off
your black and accept life as it is now and not as you would like it to
be again, I will gladly dispense with the services of Sir Titus Foley,
despite his assurances that he can cure you of this excessive and
unreasonable melancholy.”
The Duke’s words sent a chill down Antonia’s spine and she visibly stiffened. Cure her?
What was Julian talking about? As if grief at losing the love of
one’s life was a dose of influenza that merely required
plenty of bed rest and a physician’s foul-tasting tonic. She
stared out across the ballroom, movement and color, laughter and light,
all an inconsequential blur. She couldn’t stomach another
minute in this house that had once been her home.
“Call my carriage, Julian. Immédiatement!”
“Put off your black, Maman, and the children may continue to visit you at Crecy.”
Antonia caught her breath. “You would stop the children visiting me?”
“Frederick is asking questions about—about his grandmère’s odd behavior.”
When Antonia stared up at him
in mute disbelief the Duke cleared his throat, awkward and
uncomfortable under her steady gaze. This impromptu interview
threatened to turn into a public scene, a circumstance he wanted to
avoid at all costs. Again, he stretched his neck, the cravat tighter
than ever.
“You know as well as
I servants will gossip before children, thinking them not of an age to
understand. But Frederick is almost seven… He has an old
head on his shoulders... He’s taken the gossip to heart. He
worries about you. Frets. He’s questioned his mother.
Thankfully the twins are too young, as is Juliana, but it
won’t be long before… In short, Maman, if you
continue to wear mourning, if you continue your daily visits to the
family vault, you leave me no choice but to limit your contact with the
children to public occasions.”
Slowly, Antonia closed the
sticks of her fan and picked up a handful of her diaphanous petticoats.
Mustering up all her quarter of a century as a duchess in the public
gaze, she mechanically held out her hand to her son in farewell. A
glance over her shoulder at her ladies-in-waiting was all that was
required to bring them to heel. “My carriage,
Julian.”
“Is it too much to
ask,” he cajoled, raising her hand to his lips, “to
put off your black and conform?”
Antonia’s face remained a mask of indifference. Inside she was falling apart.
Conform?
The word wasn’t in her vocabulary. When had she ever been
required to conform? She had always been just herself. When she had
become the Duchess of Roxton two months after her eighteenth birthday,
she was never compelled or felt the need to follow society’s
dictates. Her husband had never expected it of her. Her spontaneity and
exuberance were what Monseigneur had treasured most about her. Why did
her son expect her now, as a widow, to conform? It was inconceivable.
Cures and conformity. Such absurdities put her all at sea.
She withdrew her hand.
“Is this what Deborah wants too?”
The Duke did not meet her eye.
He looked over her fair hair. “Deb is four months with child
and I will not have her upset.”
Antonia felt tears at the back of her eyes. She must not spill them here.
Did her son not realize her
grandbabies were everything to her? Their twice-weekly visits to her
dower house on the lake were the only sunshine in her otherwise grey
lonely days. Without them, she would surely fade away. But perhaps that
was for the best; perhaps that would solve everything. She knew she was
a great burden on her son and his wife and that Julian was only doing
what he considered right; what he thought his father would want him to
do as Duke. Antonia could not blame him for that. She was well aware
that as Duke of Roxton her son had inherited a heavy burden of
responsibility and that he took his position as Head of the Family very
seriously; in her opinion, rather too seriously. But that was not for
her to comment. He was a loving husband and father and a benevolent
master, which was all that truly mattered.
“You have not told her.”
The Duke did not answer. He
motioned his mother’s ladies-in-waiting forward.
“Her Grace is returning to Crecy.”
Antonia turned to leave with
eyes downcast. Her heart was so heavy, her mind and body so listless
that it was as if she was wading through treacle. Yet, something, she
wasn’t precisely sure what, perhaps the crescendo in
conversations close to her or the flash of color and movement as the
dancers scattered and their audience parted, made her pause and lift
her gaze from the polished floorboards. Her emerald-green eyes widened
in surprise, for striding purposefully towards her was a loose-limbed
giant of a man with a sun-bronzed complexion.
Dressed in an unadorned,
close-cuffed, dark velvet frockcoat, low-heeled shoes with plain silver
buckles and with his own thick wavy hair bouncing about his shoulders
and falling into his eyes in a most untidy fashion, Antonia wondered if
he was a cleric; albeit a very tall and handsome cleric. But his one
concession to fashion, a brightly colored embroidered waistcoat of rich
peacock blue satin with matching covered buttons, made her dismiss this
supposition. Clerics did not wear such beautifully tailored and
exquisite fabrics. Still, the waistcoat was so incongruous to the
starkness of the rest of his attire that she blinked, as if to assure
herself she was not witness to an apparition.
Perhaps he was drunk? Excessive
alcohol would explain this sinuous stranger’s air of
easy-going confidence amongst this gathering of society elite. And only
a drunkard would dare stare at her so fixedly. He looked neither left
nor right as he skirted the dance floor, the contingent of onlookers
forced to scamper backwards in his wake. Not that he seemed to care
that the resulting disruption caused the orchestra to break off their
music playing. In the abrupt silence, dancers and onlookers alike
huddled together, all eyes on this copper-skinned stranger who dared to
boldly approach Antonia, Duchess of Roxton.
As if to assure herself of the
gentleman’s destination, she glanced over her bare shoulders,
left then right. Apart from her son and the two ladies-in-waiting
breathing down her back as always, there was no one else standing near
enough to be considered in the stranger’s line of sight.
She continued to stare at the
unknown gentleman’s progress through the crowd, two-inch
heels fixed to the floor and plumed fan let drop on its silken cord
around her wrist, wondering what he could possibly want. And then her
son stepped in front of her and blocked her view.
“Her Grace does not dance,” the Duke stated in a flat drawl.
Jonathon was unperturbed by his
host’s cold reception. He met the Duke’s unblinking
gaze squarely and with a smile.
“Is that so,
Duke?” he said casually, and took a step to the left so that
Antonia was again in his line of sight. He was delighted to discover
that her slightly oblique eyes were the color of brilliantly cut
emeralds. That she was even more exquisitely beautiful at close
quarters strengthened his resolve to have her dance with him.
“Why don’t you let your mother tell me that
herself?” he said with a blunt, friendly familiarity that had
the Duke been struck across the face he would not have been more
shocked.
Those in the crowd close enough
to hear this crude declaration were so taken aback to have a
pre-eminent member of their order addressed in such a shockingly
informal manner, and by one regarded as a parvenu (an East India
merchant at that!), that there was a loud hiss of horrified disbelief
as everyone collectively drew in breath.
The collective breath held awaiting the Duke’s reply.
“Perhaps you did not
hear me,” Roxton enunciated frigidly, unused to being so
rudely addressed that his close-shaven cheeks diffused a dull brick
red, as if he had indeed received a reproachful slap. “The
Duchess does not dance. She is returning home immediately. Now you will
excuse her.”
Neither man gave way. They
stared at one another in silence, eye to eye. The crowd breathed and
again held its breath. Good manners and societal convention demanded
that the guest submit to his host’s polite demand. But
Jonathon was not a man who gave in easily, not without good reason. He
certainly wasn’t going to concede just because some unwritten
collective tenet demanded it. There was no reason for him to back down
unless she wished it.
Thus he did not do as Society
expected. He did not apologize. He was not penitent. He did not bow and
scrape and back away to be swallowed up by the crowd. Instead, he
committed an unforgiveable social sin; one Society matrons agreed he
would never make a recover. He might as well pack his portmanteaux and
leave in the middle of the night to return to whatever social backwater
from wither he had materialized.
Jonathon ignored the Duke.
He stepped forward, brushing
past the Duke’s shoulder, as if his illustrious host was a
menial not worthy of his notice and addressed Antonia directly.
“Would your Grace do
me the honor of taking a turn about the ballroom with a man who has two
left feet and as much elegance as a stick insect treading
water?”
Everyone awaited the
Duchess’s response to this little drama being played out
above her head between two large handsome men who were at opposite ends
of their social order. Everyone expected her to decline. There was the
affront done her son, besides which no one had seen her upon a dance
floor since the old Duke of Roxton had fallen ill with the complaint of
the lung that had eventually taken his life.
Antonia’s impulse was
to decline, to give a lame excuse about having a megrim, and quickly
depart to save any further embarrassment to her son. But she had never
given a lame excuse in her life, nor did she suffer from megrims. And
she certainly did not want to see this gentleman, who smiled down at
her with all the confidence of receiving an acceptance, humiliated by
her refusal. He had already incurred the silent wrath of her son whom
she knew had a dread of public scenes. He would punish this stranger
for his bad manners by undoubtedly snubbing him at every social
gathering thereafter. Just as with a flock of sheep, the rest of
society would follow the Duke’s lead and the stranger would
find himself socially ostracized.
She would not be responsible for this gentleman’s social exile.
She met the handsome
stranger’s smile openly and despite the deep lines that
radiated from his dark brown eyes and etched his cheeks, and the fact
he possessed a swarthy complexion, no doubt the result of years sailing
on the high seas or living in sun-drenched colonial climes, she
estimated he could not be more than half a dozen years older than her
son. What harm could there be then in having one dance with him if it
meant he would not be henceforth cast out by her peers?
Mind made up, she stepped past the Duke and held out her small hand in greeting.
“If you can bear with my lack of practice, M’sieur, I will bear with your two left feet.”
Jonathon’s white
smile broadened, but it was not, as the onlookers supposed, in triumph
because Antonia had accepted his audacious invitation in the face of
the Duke’s opposition. He was pleasantly surprised that she
had replied in softly spoken French without regard to the possibility
that he himself might not be articulate in the French tongue. That he
had a good linguistic ear and spoke several languages fluently could
wait for another day. For now, he was just delighted to have her on his
arm.
Without a second glance at the
Duke, he led her into the middle of the ballroom under the full blaze
of three chandeliers with all the confidence of her acceptance being a
commonplace thing.
There was universal indecision
as to whether other couples should join them to make up the required
number for a cotillion, but then Deborah Roxton swept up to her husband
and said loudly that he had promised her this dance. The Duke made no
objection, though he looked askance at his wife, and several other
couples were quick to form and follow their hosts’ lead.
Within minutes, word swept through to the refreshment room and the
gaming tables and these were all but deserted in favor of watching
Antonia, Duchess of Roxton dance for the first time in seven years.
Lord Cavendish watched from the
sidelines, all admiration for Jonathon’s impudence. And by
the looks of longing cast at Strang by at least half-a-dozen eligible
beauties as he led Antonia in a cotillion, it was his
lordship’s considered opinion that far from tarnishing his
suitability as a prospective mate, this episode had increased his
straight-talking brother-in-law’s prospects of bagging a
titled heiress tenfold. His lordship couldn’t wait to confer
with his wife.
 Jonathon kept up a banter of
inconsequential conversation all to distract Antonia from the fact they
were being watched by every guest invited to attend the Roxton April
Ball. Later he tried to recall what he had blathered on about, but had
no idea as to the precise nature of his ramblings, only that he was
acutely conscious of wanting to make her feel at ease.
That he was in fact a very good
dancer became apparent the moment the music struck up and he guided
Antonia through the steps of the cotillion with all the mastery of a
dancing instructor. When she looked up at him with a suspicious
questioning frown he winked and smiled down at her in a conspiratorial
fashion. It caused her to quickly look away. Inexplicably, her throat
was hot. When they touched hands again she was once more herself, that
is until he had the boldness to squeeze her fingers and say with a sad
shake of his head,
“I really wish you
would concentrate, Mme la duchesse. It is difficult enough keeping my
two left feet pointing in the same direction without my dance
partner’s thoughts drifting off from the matter in
hand.”
Antonia gaped at him. “I beg your pardon, M’sieur—”
“It’s Strang. Jonathon Strang.”
“I beg your pardon, M’sieur Strang—”
“But when we get to know one another better you will call me Strang.”
Antonia drew herself up to all
of her five feet two inches in height. “M’sieur
Strang, I do not believe—”
The sentence was left to hang
as he followed the gentlemen into the center before returning to stand
beside her again. He leaned his head down, close to her ear, and said
conspiratorially, “But I live for the day you call me
Jonathon.”
Now Antonia was not only annoyed she was affronted. “M’sieur! I find you infinitely en gras and never will I call you anything but M’sieur Strang.”
He laughed, flashing a white smile. “Very well, that’s a start,” he said good-naturedly.
For the remainder of the dance
he kept silent, much to Antonia’s relief, though his gaze was
very much trained on her, which was disconcerting. She was not a vain
woman but neither was she witless. She was well aware men admired her
beauty, but it was always from a respectful distance, never at such
close quarters and never so openly as to put her to the blush. Again,
she wondered if this stranger was drunk, but when he had stooped to
talk in her ear she had not been overpowered by the smell of spirits.
So perhaps he suffered from a nervous disorder that made him appear
excessively friendly?
Whatever his affliction, she
just wished the dance over with. She disliked the attention dancing
with this stranger was creating, and that her partner was enjoying his
newfound notoriety. Yet, when she chanced to glance up at him, again he
winked at her, not in a lewd manner, but in a way that suggested he was
very much in control of his faculties. In fact, she received the
impression from the intense look in his brown eyes and the set to his
mouth when he was not smiling, that underneath his friendly demeanor
there was a steely determination, that once he put his mind to a
purpose he had the capacity to go doggedly after it until he had gained
his object, and count no cost.
Her suspicions were confirmed
when, at the cessation of the music and the dancers began to disperse,
he did not return her to where her ladies-in-waiting dutifully stood.
He wrapped her arm firmly about his velvet sleeve and whisked her off
to the refreshment room. Before Antonia could say two words in protest,
he pressed a glass of champagne in her hand and maneuvered her to a
quiet corner by a long window with its view over the lantern-lit
Ornamental Gardens. With his broad back to the gathering crowd, he
positioned his tall frame between a marble pillar and the window,
effectively shielding Antonia from curious onlookers.
He drank his champagne with relish.
“Don’t it
amaze you how famously we’re getting along, Mme la duchesse?
You speaking Louis’ French and me replying in the
King’s English. Well, I can say that now because this George
does speak English. The previous two German Georges weren’t
very good at it, were they? They had to converse with their English
Ministers in French because their mastery, or should I say lack of the
English tongue was appalling.” He smiled down at her.
“Those two Georges could have prattled on to you very well. I
dare say the second George liked nothing better than to converse with
you in French?”
“Yes. Yes, His
Majesty he was a great prattler, M’sieur,” she
answered, distractedly, trying to look past him into the crowd surging
towards the tables laden with food and wine for any sign of her son,
but her dance partner blocked her line of sight so effectively that the
only possible place for her to look without being impolite was up into
his face. “Monseigneur he says it is just as well the German
Georges spoke a civilized tongue and not their native guttural
utterances or he would have been forced to throw his support behind the
Young Pretender’s claim to the throne.”
“Is that
so?” Jonathon replied with interest.
“I’ll wager Bonnie Prince Charlie also conversed in
French better than he did English.”
“That is very
true,” Antonia agreed and suddenly dimpled at a memory. She
sipped unconsciously at the champagne in her glass.
“Monseigneur approved of Charles Stuart’s
impeccable manners and the fact he could tie a cravat to perfection,
but his politics he could not tolerate.”
“Monseigneur has his
priorities right, that’s certain,” Jonathon said as
casually as he could manage, for that dimple had quickened his pulse.
He had made her smile, smile at a memory of her precious Monseigneur,
but smile nonetheless. Determined to make the most of that small
dimple, he stumbled on, surprising and embarrassing himself as to how
well he was able to spout drivel like a gauche youth. “A
gentleman’s appearance says a great deal about him and what
he thinks of the world. There’s a vast difference between the
nonchalantly dressed man and the man who dresses nonchalantly. I would
hazard a guess that Monseigneur would caution that no amount of good
tailoring can compensate for poor manners.”
Antonia’s green eyes
lit up. “That is very true, M’sieur,” she
answered with approval. “Monseigneur will forgive a nobleman
a tattered flounce but there is no excuse for a lack of civility, hein?”
“Precisely! A
gentleman may have fallen on hard times and not have the means to
afford the services of a tailor, but if he has a wealth of good manners
he is welcome everywhere.”
“Exactement,”
Antonia agreed. “It is preferable is it not,
M’sieur, to entertain the village vicar in his battered
tricorne who does not snort his snuff all over his lapels than the
cardinal in his new cloak who has the manners of a pig and spits in the
communal pot de chambre. You laugh, but I tell you, M’sieur, Monseigneur he cannot abide cardinals.”
“Well I’m
pleased Monseigneur and I are in accord,” he replied with
satisfaction, taking her empty glass without removing his gaze from her
upturned face and setting it on the tray held by a hovering footman.
“I can’t abide nose in the air preachers either,
particularly the spitting variety. I’ve no doubts that there
are any number of subjects Monseigneur and I agree upon. What a pity
I’ll never have the opportunity to meet the great
man…”
But as soon as he uttered these
words he knew he had made a tactical error. He could have kicked
himself for being so unthinking. His innocuous comment wiped the smile
from her beautiful mouth and dropped the lashes over her green eyes,
fingers convulsing about the stem of her feathered fan.
He should have been more
careful. He should have picked up on the fact that M’sieur le Duc
de Roxton, her Monseigneur, remained very much alive to her. She
continually referred to her dearly departed duke in the first person.
But he had been so caught up in his triumph at making this beautiful,
refreshingly candid woman smile that a momentary lapse in concentration
had made him speak without thinking. And who could blame him for that?
Being in such close proximity
confirmed everything about her that he had first admired from a
distance, and more. She certainly didn’t appear old enough to
be Roxton’s mother. But she was definitely the most beautiful
creature he had ever laid eyes on. From her glowing skin to the deep
cleavage of her white breasts, to her pleasing subtle perfume, and her
softly spoken French, every inch of the Dowager Duchess of Roxton was
delightfully and enticingly feminine.
God, he was an unthinking ass.
He had allowed hubris to override judgment. After all, her dimpled
smile had not been for him, it had been for Monseigneur.
“You need another drink,” he stated.
Neither of them moved.
Antonia stared vacantly at his
flowered waistcoat with its covered buttons. It was an exquisite piece
of finery, delicately embroidered with the exotic flowers and fruit
vines of the Indian subcontinent upon a background of sapphire blue
satin of such intense richness that she was sure there was many a lady
who had been unable to resist smoothing a hand over its surface to
satisfy a curiosity that it was as silky to the touch as it was to the
eye. She wondered if he possessed other just as exquisite waistcoats
and how many. Perhaps he had one for every day of the week? The natives
of the Indian subcontinent were such excellent weavers and their
intricate embroidery was masterful. She had at least two-dozen
petticoats of fine Indian cotton in her clothes press. She wondered
where they were, if Michelle was taking good care of the gowns and
bodices she had worn before…
It was her way of coping, of
shutting out the world of the here and now, to focus on something,
anything, that would take her mind off the unbearable hollowness in her
heart. She must not fall all to pieces in public. Julian would be
mortified. He would never forgive her if she caused a scene here, in
his own home surrounded by his peers. He frowned on public displays of
emotion. But he was not a cold-hearted man. In truth, he was painfully
shy. She had made this surprising discovery about her eldest son only
upon his marriage to Deborah. Why had she not known this about him
before?
She had always been openly demonstrative with his father.
Strange…
Thank God Julian had Deborah:
beautiful, good, sensible and loving. That was her daughter-in-law. She
made a fine Duchess of Roxton and was just the sort of wife and mother
to his children Julian needed. They were the perfect couple and so
happy…
Why had she attended tonight’s ball? Why had she not stayed at home with her memories, surrounded by their books and their
belongings, so necessary and comforting to her sanity? She prayed her
son would come now and escort her to her carriage for the drive that
skirted the lake to the sanctuary of her dower house.
Where were her two watchdogs?
She needed to go home, now.
With supreme effort of will she
brought her concentration back to the present and forced herself to
once again focus on her dance partner’s intricate waistcoat.
The sapphire blue satin was really quite calming. A sea of
sapphire… It was enough of a distraction that after only a
few moments she was able to breath deeply, knowing she would not fall
all to pieces, not here, not openly, not tonight.
“Indian
needlepoint,” Jonathon stated quietly and smiled to himself
when she was startled into blinking up at him. But her green eyes were
bright, as if glazed with tears, and her cheeks delicately tinged with
color, so that his smile dropped into a look of concern. Still, he
couldn’t help a cheeky comment he hoped would snap her out of
her sad abstraction. “You are welcome to touch, should you
feel so inclined,” he offered with a lop-sided grin.
“M’sieur,
you are absurd!” Antonia said dismissively, but his
mischievous comment had its desired effect. She was instantly annoyed
and picked up a handful of her petticoats, a sign that he should step
aside to allow her to pass. Yet, when he just stood there, blocking her
way, she hesitated to know what to do, after all, etiquette dictated he
give way, when he did not, she scowled up at him, at a loss to know his
motives.
He enlightened her.
“I am fully sensible
to the fact it would be bad-mannered of me to call upon you at Crecy
Hall uninvited,” he remarked casually. “But it
would be equally bad-mannered for you to refuse me once I am at your
door. I intend to come uninvited tomorrow for afternoon tea, so if you
do not wish to be bad mannered I suggest you physically not be at home. I won’t accept one of those “Mme la duchesse is not at home to anyone”
brush offs from your nose-in-the-air butler.” He stepped back
a pace to allow her to pass and bowed. “Until
tomorrow.”
Antonia was so taken aback by
such arrogance that it was she who remained rooted to the spot, angry
disbelief keeping her gaze firmly fixed on Jonathon’s white
smile. It barely registered that her ladies-in-waiting had finally
found her.
With a curtsey, the shorter of the two informed her that her carriage had pulled up in the portico.
A couple of bewigged nobles who
were standing close by, drinking champagne, downing oysters and sharing
a bawdy joke, were nudged into silence by two of their fellows with
their wives in tow and became willing spectators to this little drama;
they not the only ones who showed interest in the tall dark-skinned
gentleman who had had the effrontery to dance with Antonia, Duchess of
Roxton.
If Jonathon was not much
mistaken, a general hush had descended on the refreshment room, and
with the two gargoyles appearing from nowhere, it would not do to hang
about to be further grist for the spectator mill. So before Antonia
could move her feet or respond to Jonathon’s outrageous
invitation to afternoon tea, he turned on a heel and sauntered off to
be met half way across the crowded refreshment room by his daughter and
her two flaxen haired friends, the Aubrey twins. A look over his
shoulder, and his smile became smug, knowing he was still being watched.
For a few seconds at least he
had managed to divert her thoughts from her dearly departed Duke. He
was confident he could stretch those few seconds of preoccupation to
minutes and then to an hour. But capturing her undivided attention for
a full day, now that would be a challenge. But he was more than willing
to exert himself. He was determined to give Antonia every attention, to
help lift her out of her melancholy and provide her with the diversion
she needed to overcome her preoccupation with the dead. And when he had
gained her confidence, he would persuade her to see the merit and
morality in returning to him the inheritance stolen from his ancestor
Edmund Strang-Leven over a century ago.
He would spend every minute of every day of his stay at Treat in this single-minded pursuit.
Of course if the perquisite of
this endeavor meant enjoying the company of an exceptionally beautiful
woman who did not have designs on marrying him or marrying her daughter
to him, it was a consequence he was more than willing to accept.
Courting the Dowager Duchess of Roxton to the exclusion of every other
female who threw themselves in his way would show Kitty and Sarah-Jane
and the scheming mammas of Society that he was deadly serious when he
said he was not the least interested in marriage.
Suddenly, the Roxton house
party was not another dull social event to be endured for the sake of
his daughter’s marital aspirations; Antonia Roxton had given
it purpose and meaning.
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